Holly's Art, Doodles, and Other Stuff

skyfall

Date Posted: July 15th, 2018, 7:45 pm
literally yesterday i almost deleted my fuckin account during a relapse

i call my breakdowns burnouts, episodes, or most commonly, relapses

im pretty sure theyre not panic attacks, but whatever they are, they basically take me from a decent mood, to a fucking collapse where i start crying, have suicidal thoughts, everything seems more hazy, make rash decisions, and all that jazz

negative things trigger them, whether it being confronted for saying so and so was snapping a lot recently(camp), to bad grades or seeing Kate unhappy(school), to being yelled at from my mom(home)

they usually only last for a maximum of 30 minutes(average would be 15), except for at camp, where one lasted for like, 40 minutes, but it was only that one time

like, and then i pledged i would stop commenting on smackjeeves to stop being a bother to everyone

and then 20 minutes later, after writing in my description an encoded message, i felt better and i realized i was being stupid

i don't know what they really are, but whatever they are, they're really fucking annoying

Author Notes

hey so uh

at first this was gonna be a vent
but like,,

now i feel a lot better
the lineart was drawn yesterday, and i did the rest today

im good now, just a bit stressed from home, SJ, and missing a certain somebody who's name starts with a K

like wtf

save me

i'm not feeling the best, but im not sad either

just kinda meh

ah well


ew i can't draw bubbles

but other than the awkward eye/bubbles/posing, this is def one of my favorites, next to "keep buying stars"

Comments

I think the bubbles look good
That could just be due to the fact thatI'm seeing this on my phone and not my computer
@thebradyiceeevee02: the bubbles look better on my phone so that might be it
@HollyTheFluffyCat: I'm on my phone because I'm at my second camp of the summer

I'm at the University of Tennessee
I'm starting in a suite
And the acoustics in here are CRAZY
@thebradyiceeevee02: two camps? woah

i only get one every summer

that's sounds pretty cool :o
@HollyTheFluffyCat: Or is
Just this morning I was casting things out of plaster
@LightEclipse: according to befunky (photo editor i use to add texT)

its frente h1

i really liked the font
oK WOW this is probably my favorite thing on your art dump :OO
@Glitchionius: aaaa thank you dude!


it's a lot better than my old trash, that's for certain XD
@HollyTheFluffyCat: your old art is not trash shhhh
and I mean, the pose?? the shading?? the water?? the perspective?? gorg
@Glitchionius: hecc but it is tho-

aa thanks fren >w<

your art is also fucking gorgeous <3
@HollyTheFluffyCat: oof ty<33
look at this would you just l o o k at this masterpiece
@ultrawandit: heck thanks
im looking at it and i only see a bunch of poorly drawn bubbles XD